Is there someone who you grew up with or around that had a problem with drinking or some other kind of addiction? Perhaps one of your parents was incapable of unconditional love because one of his/her parents was an addict/alcoholic. We now know that codependent and addictive behaviors can be passed on without there being an actual drug or alcohol “problem”. It all boils down to the home environment and UNCONDITIONAL love from all who live there. If one or more of the people you grew up with were codependent or addictive in their behavior, then you may have learned some behaviors that are interfering with your current relationships.
When we grew up in an environment where there was, what psychologists term, DYSFUNCTION, then we developed tools in our invisible tool box to cope with others’ behavior towards us that was intrusive, unkind, hateful, critical, untrustworthy, abusive, etc…. These tools served us well in THAT relationship, but won’t work when we try to have a normal and constructive relationship. So what do we do?
First we admit that we have a problem. Here’s a “Laundry List” of traits that may be part of who you are and are not working well in your life as it is now.
Judge yourself without mercy
Constantly seek approval and affirmation
Overreact to changes over which you have no control
Feel you are different from others
Have difficulty having fun or have to use a substance to relax
Have difficulty with intimate relationships
Are either super responsible or super irresponsible
Are extremely loyal, even when presented with evidence that the loyalty is undeserved
Take yourself very seriously
Have to guess what normal looks like
If you believe that you may be having any of these characteristics, don’t be worried. There is help and hope! The FIRST thing is recognizing that you might have a problem and that is HUGE. Start researching what codependency is and what kind of help is out there. There are 12 step programs for every kind of addiction and codependency.
Learning to have healthy relationships and change is a real possibility. It takes work and recognition that it is a process. If you are willing to work the steps to healing, you WILL heal.
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The 12 steps was given to men from God as guideposts for living and walking in freedom with Him. Yes, it is for alcoholics and drug users. It is also for anyone seeking freedom from something on which we form an excessive dependency. It can be a person, a thing, or a behavior and the key word here is EXCESSIVE. It’s spiraling out of control and taking over our thoughts and stealing our peace and joy. This thing we are doing is interfering with relationships ~ with God and others. These are addictive agents and the catalogue includes
Alcohol and Drugs ~ most known for helping with these
Work, achievement, or success
Money addictions, such as overspending, gambling, hoarding
Control addictions, especially if they surface in personal, sexual, family, and business relationships
Approval dependency (the need to please people)
Rescuing patterns toward other persons
Dependency on toxic relationships (relationships that are damaging or hurtful)
Physical illness (hypochondria)
Exercise and physical conditioning
Cosmetics, clothes, cosmetic surgery, trying to look good on the outside
Academic pursuit and excessive intellectualizing
Religiosity or religious legalism (preoccupation with the form, and the rules and regulations of religion, rather than benefiting from the real spiritual message)
Preoccupation with thoughts that lead to one or all ~ guilt, condemnation, anger, resentment, bitterness, unforgiving spirit, depression, anxiety
Obsessive Compulsive Behaviors
“Most of us can see ourselves somewhere in this list. And all of us can benefit from the truths that emerge from Twelve Step recovery, because all of us are, to some degree, codependent.” ~ from Serenity, A Companion for Twelve Step Recovery by Dr. Robert Hemfelt and Dr. Richard Fowler
If you are feeling that your life has spun out of control by things you are doing and thinking, then this program can help. These are lamp posts along the narrow path with God. They light our way and help us turn our lives and wills over to the care of God ~ one day at a time. This is what living freely looks like. Please stop and pray about your life and let us know if we can help you. God loves you so very much!
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